The Day After the Trophy

The Day After the Trophy
Some of the heaviest mornings of my life came right after the best days.
I've been thinking about that since Sunday, when we landed in 1 Kings 19. Last week, Elijah called down fire on Mount Carmel. He prayed, and the rain came after three and a half years of drought. He then outran a king's chariot on pure adrenaline and the power of God. You can't script a better day.
Then verse 3: "He was afraid, and he arose and ran for his life."
The man who stood alone against 450 prophets is running from one threatening message. By verse 4, he's sitting under a scrubby broom tree, about as much shade as a lone mesquite in a pasture in August, asking God to let him die.
The Bible puts the best day and the worst day of the same man back to back, on purpose. James tells us Elijah was "a man with a nature like ours." He wasn't a superhero. He got tired. He got scared. He crashed.
I need you to hear this, church: spiritual maturity does not make us immune to emotional collapse. If you grew up hearing that real faith means you shouldn't feel anxious, sad, or empty, that isn't in the text. Elijah just prayed down fire and a day later was running on fumes.
Notice what he did first. Before he said a word of despair, he left his servant behind and went on alone. Despair loves a lonely person. It whispers, Don't bother them. You'll be a burden. If you've stopped texting a friend or skipped your small group, that may be your servant at Beersheba. Go find them this week.
Now notice what God did. He didn't lecture or ask, "Where's your faith?" The angel touched Elijah and said, "Arise and eat." There was warm bread and water. Elijah ate and lay back down, and God let him. Then the angel came a second time: "The journey is too great for you."
That Hebrew word, rav, is the same one Elijah used when he said, "It is enough." God didn't say, "It's not that bad." He said, in effect, "You're right. It's too much. So eat."
God feeds before He fixes. Care comes before correction.
Counseling is not a lack of faith. Taking the medicine your doctor prescribes is not a lack of faith. Telling your pastor "I'm not okay" is not a lack of faith. That's the angel's cake.
And this isn't just a nice story. Jesus went into the deepest valley there is. In Gethsemane He said, "My soul is very sorrowful, even to death," and an angel came to strengthen Him. On the cross He cried out, "My God, my God, why have you forsaken me?" so that you would never have to hear God say that to you. The valley is real. So is the company.
So this week:
  1. Rest. Sleep, eat, drink water, get some sunlight.
  2. Eat. Receive the care God has put around you.
  3. Rise. Don't ask how to fix your whole life. Ask, "What's the next faithful step?"
  4. Reach. Text one person today. Tell them one honest sentence.
If you or someone you know ever thinking about ending your life, please don't carry that alone. Call or text 988, or reach out to me, Pastor Mike, or anyone on our care team. You will not be a burden to us.
The journey is too great for you. But the God who feeds you is greater than the journey.


— Pastor Travis Young Lead Pastor, Frontier Church Advancing the Gospel into New Frontiers

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